IS EVERYONE A HYPOCRITE? OR IS IT JUST ME.

SUMMER is here. BUT I'm just withering away. doing nothing. As soon as summer began, I found out that I didn't get into summerschool, but the next day a phone call came "Jane, would you still like to attend a chemistry class during the summer?" that was when it started. I said "Sure, what time should I get to school by?" "9" "alright! thank you." "see you soon!" EFF MY LIFE. I lasted for almost 3 weeks. Then I bailed. IM A FRIKKEN QUITTER. I finally realized that humans..are actually all hypocrites. Or is that just me? I remember myself saying "I'm not a quitter," then. I quit chemistry like it was nothing. Pretty ridiculous. AHHH. dayum. First it was my friend. she dropped cause she already had a C and it was only the first week. I had an A. But that A slowly became a B then I was scared that it would get even lower. As soon as the semester was over, I heard that at least 20 people got As in the class. I was pretty sad..and regretted quitting. BUT I kinda think that it was meant to be? Maybe something is planned for me..AHAH. not sure what it is ..but everything happens for a reason..no? Well.. I still am taking one class that's between 1pm-5pm so.. I guess I'm not wasting too much of my life. In the end. I am a hypocrite. Just wanted to put it out there.

<3 peace.