Valentine's Day + ME = 짜짱면

OHH wow. Why am I so inconsistent? I attempted to blog..AT LEAST. once a month..but I failed. I guess it doesn't matter, no one actually reads these..probably. Well, tomorrow is actually Valentine's day, but I'm a sad single..guess it's 짜짱면 for me. Sometimes I wonder, how it would be like. A Valentine's Day..with a date, or in a sense..a "lover". Would it really be like those scenes in movies? All lovey-dovey and romantic. OR MAYBE just another one of those.. "let's get drunk and hook-up." Either way. is it really worth it? I always dreamed of a Valentine's day..that would be romantic, loving, and memorable. Guess that will never happen to me..until "theone" gets here. Anyways. Black-bean noodle..or whatever it's called in English.. is my chocolate-substitute this year. YAY! -_-

IS EVERYONE A HYPOCRITE? OR IS IT JUST ME.

SUMMER is here. BUT I'm just withering away. doing nothing. As soon as summer began, I found out that I didn't get into summerschool, but the next day a phone call came "Jane, would you still like to attend a chemistry class during the summer?" that was when it started. I said "Sure, what time should I get to school by?" "9" "alright! thank you." "see you soon!" EFF MY LIFE. I lasted for almost 3 weeks. Then I bailed. IM A FRIKKEN QUITTER. I finally realized that humans..are actually all hypocrites. Or is that just me? I remember myself saying "I'm not a quitter," then. I quit chemistry like it was nothing. Pretty ridiculous. AHHH. dayum. First it was my friend. she dropped cause she already had a C and it was only the first week. I had an A. But that A slowly became a B then I was scared that it would get even lower. As soon as the semester was over, I heard that at least 20 people got As in the class. I was pretty sad..and regretted quitting. BUT I kinda think that it was meant to be? Maybe something is planned for me..AHAH. not sure what it is ..but everything happens for a reason..no? Well.. I still am taking one class that's between 1pm-5pm so.. I guess I'm not wasting too much of my life. In the end. I am a hypocrite. Just wanted to put it out there.

<3 peace.